MAD: Chapter 9 (January 9)

January 9: Deep Thoughts

Some of my friends knows me very well. But... they don't know who really I am. it's that because I don't speak too much of my self. Especially about the person I like. If I'm about to raise any kinds of suspicion or clues about me or about the person I like, I go act. This always leads them to believing that I somebody else to like or rather none at all.

Why am I telling this? This leads me to a point about no one knows who I really like except for me and the girl I like. We just keep it at that. I don't want to raise any more attention about me and her.

She knew that I like her in a letter that I supposedly give it to her personally, but we got an errand to run to, me and my guys. So I gave it to one of my classmates and asked to give it to her. Without raising any more clues, I walked it off.

Then a day before our second term starts, we had a chat, telling me her response about my letter. All that I have said was I respect her response. And then we go offline after.

But... I haven't said this to her yet. but I have a response, a commitment to myself: I will wait for her.I will wait for her because I have fallen deeply in love with her.

And this leads me thinking that if I have wait for her, will it be worth it at the end?

And because of the series, Sherlock, I have come up on something, that made me think also. That being a detective is a pretty hard job. They deduce possibilities and same thing, on other circumstances.